2012

In less than 3 hours, the clock will strike 12 to bade goodbye to 2011 and to welcome 2012. Another year has passed and time goes so fast. In reflecting back I wondered what have I done meaningfully in my life. Much of it was focused on myself, making myself happy, safe and free from any mental pressure except this last few days when I was upset because of cleanliness issue in the resort I live in. But thankfully, issues were resolved and I am at peace again.

Looking at my spending account for 2011, I definitely over spent much more than what I earned. That means I am digging in my saving. A few caring friends are worried to see me spending money on traveling but rest assured, the money for traveling is accounted for in a different saving. On top of that I saved whatever I earned through lectures, talks and clinical sessions into my traveling account (n0t much but good enough). So I am OK there and it's well taken care of.

My involvement with Istiqamah project of the mosque, though erratic, I was able to contribute quite significantly. Syukur alhamdullillah.

Most important I was able to keep my eye pressure stable though glaucoma is still there. I guess the new eye drop given to me and with help of self-hypnosis, I was able to keep my eye pressure down so far, even though slight damage does occur. This can't be helped. I am also more accepting of my glaucoma and didn't get depressed unnecessarily.

For 2012, I don't trust myself to make resolutions or promises. I told myself to plan ahead of my travel and not to do adhoc ones but I am not too sure I can keep this. I may take off somewhere whenever I have the chance even though it's not in my plan. Going to Umrah at the end of February with Maz and get grounded for a while when my daughter-in-law delivered her baby in March, are already on the plate. After this I don't know. Some time in the early part of the year I have to do my cataract surgery for the right eye but I haven't fixed the date yet. It's still very tentative.

Whatever it is, I hope Allah will give me time to see through 2012 and I want to do again my clinical hypnotherapy and counselling sessions this year. So if anybody needs help in dealing with their issues through hypnotherapy (professional fees will be charged) please contact me.

Happy New Year everybody!!!